The state of wellbeing!

Here comes some more....thoughts or maybe just sparks form the heart....What do we long for in life? Or in other words..the goal in life?
Is it pure happines, extatic joy everyday...
No it is the nummbing feeling of just wellbeing.
Not to feel sad or low, and not happy happy...just the even state of wellbeing. Where nothing rocks the boat, where no one challenge you, just the calm everyday feeling of wellbeing. No downs, no tops. We fear pain because it takes us to places we have to confront. We fear ideas that shakes the system because it takes away the covering of wellbeing. So we build castles, castles to keep fellowships close, to protect us of anything that could disturb this good balance.
It is like prozac nation.
Like the air that goes out of a balloon. Or a communist that turns socialist democrat. Just let me stay in my state of wellbeing.
Or?